we've moved

we're no longer moving...but we've moved to EXPO
although i actually been there along since last week working at warehouse sales
realized that i have become so uncle-like...always rushing to get the most worth it prices for bedsheets...shirts..oh no wat have i become
went for service aft that...though it was tiring to me...been standing and walking since morning...
was quite front..so managed to get good seats at the floor area..
with my pillow that i bought...super awkward
but all i can say was service was truly amazing
its not the change of venue..its not the addition of more crowd for one service..its not how big the hall is
i felt God's presence so strongly..after i have really prayed so hard for God to just touch me once again...
something is changing in the air...
my parents aren't making my life any easier..i felt suffocated..
but God is my abba father..all along i have been trying to live by own strength
i broke down and cried during the last part worship...something was stirring me up as flashes of the hurtful past just kept passing me by in my mind
how my the financial needs became so serious...i can't control my emotions for that particular time
how my grandpa passed away so suddenly
how my whole world seem to swirl non stop...almost drove me mad
he said that all these were there to test my faith..he'll never forsake or leave me
he's my eternal shelter...
how comforting and strong are these words
its truly life changin
dinner was funny..and mf still have sales filled to her head..she can't wait to find one aft another
need to wake up super early tml
nite..last dae of work...before i can settle down
deb's dreaming bout being a reindeer?
huiling hope service was good for u...and tell karmen i never even wanted to buy such goods for her la..its so sick..she can slap me
hahas..hope to meet up with my buddies soon..meanwhile take care have fun
=)