i know i shouldn't be doing this right now.

but today was just not going right, and perhaps writing this will help me to focus once again.

had the first paper on climate, and it was sincerely.

nothing short of a nightmare.

fifteen minutes for the last 2 out of 5 questions aint a joke.

can't draw without trembling.

haha.

well. at least it's over. 

and yes, learning not to regret.

there are some lessons learnt unknowingly.
learn to say no, even if it offends inevitably.

3 more days!

been spending most of the days revising, and most of it alone.

kinda like how peaceful those times are.

not because of the content that i'm studying

but life can now move along at a gentle pace, allowing me to see and appreciate all that is going on.

inadequate time for revision (one semester's work in a week is no easy feat, nearing impossibility)

leaning on His provision and trusting that all will work out good.

we visualize and then realize our future and the outcomes of situations, so let's start all that on a positive note.

 

i wish i wasn't introduced to all these.

its past midnight.

having class 95 for company. somehow the combination of songs is rather comforting and pleasant to the ears.

cant speak the same for the work that i've to do. no progress, rather i'm just disturbed with all the untouched revision.

the past few days has been just dedicated to recharging. truly in all aspects.

despite risking the fact of getting stoned by school friends.

it was worth it.

dun ever forget or lose all that i've learnt and gain.

pst is definitely leading by example and a real inspiration. :)

finally. one day without hearing about the word EXHIBITION.

acm, panels and what not.

the whole preparation is definitely taking a toll on the whole team.

just praying everything will fall in place smoothly and the exhibition a success.

what we reinforces and build upon, will grow inevitably.

let us be building up positive and Godly traits.

after repeated encounters with failures and obstacles, things would definitely seem rather helpless.

and that's probably the most tempting time to just throw in the towel, and attempt to convince oneself that you would excel better in some other aspect.

just reminded that it will always be insufficient if i try to live using my own strength, relying on my own abilities. it seems now that it's just struggling to stay afloat.

learn to depend on His strength, and realize that all that you've been doing is not a given.

i will never have chosen this path without first taking the first step to trust.

'where would i be today, without you?'

every extra day is a bonus, every new opportunity an added blessing.

learning to treasure all that i have been given.

'hope does not disappoint'

this is one of the only rare moments when i can just take my time to slowly read blogs, realized some mysteriously shifted and actually be surprised that there are some people whom i have yet to meet for months.

thank htc for actually offering an upgrade over the net, and allow me to spend this spare time reading blogs.

over dinner, was just kinda struck with the fact that after one whole round, there are just some things that will remain. some people or issues that might seem so significant at that point in time, boy oh boy, further down the road. it doesn't seem to matter at all.

looking at all the secondary school kids hanging round orchard road is probably one clear reminder that we've all grown out of that era and face it. we're moving on to a new world.

choices are difficult, but not making any aint gonna benefit as well.

time to seek Godly wisdom and make the most appropriate choice.