Friday, January 20, 2006

serious thoughts

happen to read deb's blog and it left me thinking for awhile....intriguing
just came back from cell group which really steered me on the right track
many times i have become too concerned about things that doesn't really concern me..
its really just upsetting to know i could have spend time on things that really benefit me
at my times of loneliness...or even when i am not...there's one thing i know for sure
God is and would always be there to lift me up..he's really my bestest friend..
now and forever
well..time to go back packing before i m the only one left in the house
=P

Thursday, January 19, 2006

the unexplained

finally...its time to move...
after saying for so long that i moving house...i didn't really expect it to be so soon..
but there isnt much of a choice but to get everything packed and there at the new house by sun
hahas.....this is the first time i m shifting..and i realized how much i took so many things for granted
my room's in a big big huge pile of mess....files...books..papers...even toys..not mine...all over the floor...only left with a small little pathway to walk in and out....
oh ya...so glad my throat's inflammation gone by now...i never felt so horrible throughout my history of sickness la..fever thats high to make go dizzy..plus swelling throat that hurts when i drink water..super potent combination
praise God for his healing
now i can talk eat and drink like usual..but not too much
before i end up my bloggin here at my old house for the last time
i can't help but recall how my life was spent here in Redhill since i was born

10 things i remembered bout my house=)
1) my primary school was one min walk away from my house..its really fortunate not to walk so much when i was younger as i always tend to leave behind needed stuff at home
2) my house is near the main street..so at several occasions....we can hear the car accidents..when we hear the sudden skids following by a loud bang...all the neighbours would crowd at the corridor to check out the accident..a little kpo..but that's their past time..haha
3) when my dad went for army reservice..or is that how its spelled..which was like ten years ago
i would cuddle at the bed to sleep with my mom..
4) i used to get frightened by lightning...and would scream and run to my parents' room
but not ok?
5) i rmb that i dropped some file or something from the window once...ended up having to run downstairs to find it back before its stolen
6) i always eat the two hawker centres till i know which stall and where sells wat
will definitely miss the food here though
not much variety at the new place
7) i just love my house
8) its the place where i come to know God truly
9) its filled with that family warmth that words can't express =)
10) i'll miss it definitely
hahas.....quite out of point but i am looking forward to my new green room
with lots of space to put my stuff....
hopefully can get my buddies over when everything's settled
feel like something is turning complicated now....
feel a little down and that the people doesn't realize or just doesnt feel the way that i do
thank God for people like Joseph
shalt elaborate further
"many times circumstances might turn sour....things that might go wrong had all gone wrong"
"when ur life just seem so stressed, God comes to remind me lightly..its not all about this"
He who is me is GREATER than who he is in the world
my everlasting tower of refuge is in the Lord
nothing really compares with Him
cheer up friends!!!
we've a brighter day to look forward to
jurong west here i come..hahas

Thursday, January 12, 2006

bracing myself

its really fast...i m now back in school and its already the second week
can't believe how the atmosphere of school is kinda different from last year...
this year seem so much more fast paced and stressful....and fun as well
although the workload didn't lessen or should i say it increased by quite an amount
i still feel that unexpressable joy
oh well...been really glad God's comforting me and holding me up
and in case u all haven realize...something real BIG happened at the staircase outside of the hall leading to the canteen...which cause a massive uproar and everyone laughed so hard we can roll on the floor
sorrie for being so evil..but know u're not hurt or anything can le
finally i m doing maths tutorials...thats kinda miraculous
econ's never ending work...better go work on it
tired and dread that feeling..but i m hanging on
so u guys gonna too rite?
=)

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

year 2006 =)

another brand new year awaits...2006's going to be really the best year yet
today's the first day of school....kinda anxious at first
but the whole day was just a constand bombardment on how near As are...how fast prelims and syllabus gonna end
stress la
somemore i still got 6 more days of online lessons to go for econs..
how can i make it?
God please help me
parents are getting edgy bout church stuff again
thk i better put more effort into my studies
report card was worst..somemore with such comments
if i still dun pull up my socks..i'll end up drowning
anyway...i am under severe girls oppression
hahas
karmen's oppressing me to carry stuff for her
oh well
just gotta relax or i'll just get depression
ARRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hmm..not going to think bout it
just going to pray and leave it to God
he'll make a way when there seem to be no way