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Everything's ALRITE...i got JeSus with me...I'll Walk By FAITH!!

pre 'O'zie days....

hey..'O' level results out on Mon...finally...was waiting expectantly for it at first when they said it was coming out on 25th...but end up its on Mon...sometimes i dun get fearful thkin bout it..like Wat if i dun do well??...all the Wat IfS??...but i thk my life will be better if i just leave all tt wif God...hope tt joseph..john...jem...and me...will hopefully reunite again in the same JC....=)
having some class outing todae...but i giving it a miss since i attendin YJ drama...since meifeng invited..yup...gonna enjoy the weekend thoroughly....and go confidently on Mon to receive my results...no matter..will thank God for the results...
well..poor princess...got no one to go wif her the outing todae...the REST muz take care of her ya?haha...the class is talking rubbish...nothing is happenin k?
enjoyed the revival conference on thurs....felt God's presence so strongly aft a while of dryness..praise God...=P
gtg le...before i am late...all the best pple for MON =)

liTtle..onEs...my bro&couSins.. 

Headache..FLU...home

ok...i dun think i'll ever be able to blog at this kind of time during weekdays...left school yesterday..early..was act quite alrite..just felt feverish...but it was worse when i reach home..Nap all the way frm 2 plus to 6..felt better....really felt...SOsoso...disappointed wif chem test..its like i studied..but i was stupid enough to realize tt there was a 4th page..pray tt i'll pass it..haiz..one fall aft another....the only thing i can be happy bout is tt i got my last item on the wishlist!!!..Contact lenses..nvr knew it was quite troublesome..and needed lots of care..but i am glad i got it...well...i miss the school now..aft i just sit here at home..studying geog..going to see doctor later...=(
haha..thanks jem for tagging on my blog....really hope to see ya soon..and in the same JC ya?
oh ya...caught Constantine on sat..at Lido...my fav cinema..the screen was too big..even aft covering my eyes..i can still see the other half..=P
the movie was great but the its content might be quite misleading...it left me thinking for the whole day bout life and death..well...i trust in God..
going to continue study....

I Need Some Peace...From God

God...i need some time to find some rest...have been so busy in school....really want to be consistent in my QT..need more discipline and peserverance..God give me strength!!
next week all the tests coming up...really creating that stress...and somemore pple rumouring that fri will get 'O's results..at first quite panicky but felt better that i should just trust in God and his promises..=)
okie...can say i enjoyed the week..got lots to eat for V.day...so NicE..first time V.day feel so warmth..esp when the gifts are from classmates and frenz..haha...oh ya..sent John Kan off tt day..he was so happy....but glad too..felt so sad tt barbara left tt evening too...haha..sent two flights off to the same place at round the same time....really hope to see them back in spore again....=)
hmm...aft one week of just getting upset bout her...i think its enough..my life can't go on like that..though its hurts..its time to give up...i would rather just be content with the frenz around me....gonna pray tt i'll be able to focus tis week..on studies..and QT too..work hard pple..

I'VE DECIDED

CNY holis has just flashed by...i can say i enjoyed it thoroughly...eat lots and drank lots..probably all the new year goodies i see at every house i visit..muz be in a craze to get fat...well...was act quite happy over the two days i msged her more than usual..haha..hmm..get to know her better...i really wonder is it wrong to like someone now?i guess the important part is how u manage ur emotions...i have been hurt enough by people in my life that i almost want to do nothing wif relationship...i dun want to be drift away from God just becoz i did not balance my priorities right...dun wanna think about all this right now...its just making me choked up..i will just promise myself that i know what i am doing..its only first 3 mths i cannot commit to anything..further more i am sure its just one sided...tired
welll...something happier ba...meeting up with my sec sch frenz tml..plannin to catch constantine..and get some V day gifts..tt apply to me..the gals in my class will be happy i hope..niTEz pple...God bless =)

Taken in class 

My Class PIC at 1SD2 (Sentosa) 

CNY comin!!

well....i am back after not bloggin for one whole week.....i can say that my mind is now more at ease...today had 'surprise' chem test...though i realized that most pple had studied for it already...so well i did badly for it..at first was so angry wif myself..but liz was like saying things are fine..so everything like brightened up a little..=) exchanged uni wif alvin..found out i need a bigger size shirt..haha..yup..though all the fairsians were staring at me...
oh ya..had lots of fun at class outing on sat..we played captain's ball!!it was so fun though i was kinda hurt aft it..debbie also flung my specs away with the ball..but we enjoyed ourselves i can say..haven claim compensation from her yet...=P
pple are bonnin school but i'll be goin since fairfield just a few steps away....miss my classmates in sec 4...well hope to see them all tml
called brandon aft school...and we chat a little..oh ya..saw her wif some guy today..should i be happy or what?i do not know...noe that doesn't concern me at alll...was quite upset though..='( fine i think i am letting that control me too much..i should never let her know all these....
well..CNY coming so hoping for lots of hongbaos..so my year will be real blessed!!
praying for irene that she will once again return to church...met her on sun to get my guitar...she seems quite happy but empty on the inside as well...how? God please give me directions...to really speak to her..anyway...time to sleep..NitEz pple..XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!

Elated...but stressed too

my com's fixed firstly...so i am back..and decided to refresh the blog coz the old one takes far too long to even load..haha..hope u all like it..but yeah..it got a christian theme..NICE..=P

Yup...haha..well...today's school was quite normal..was wondering what happened during maths lecture...first the mentos..(is tt spelled correctly?)...and then my hair..wat's next..end up mei hui debbie..and huiling kept laughing...haha...but i guess i was quite relaxed aft all tt laughter...oops..muz concentrate on lectures..yup..suddenly i realized i was quite slow in all my tutorials..ARRH...and all the new stuff taught seem to blurred me out even more..haiz...guess i need some time to work hard to catch up..Now..i still have some maths tutorial to finish..will try to do it later..=) been reflecting alot on the past..and i am still missing alot of things and pple..my sec school classmates..esp jeremy..haven seen him in awhile..yup...even my pri school building..haha..tts quite long ago...oh ya..muz thank jeanette for clearing my doubts for chem tutorial..was stuck at qn3..she called to explain to me..so kind..=)

Well..some private stuff now..i know i am not suppose to have any wild feeling now..but i just feel so attracted to her..how to say..is it a crush?..i got no idea..anyway i have no plans to entertain it..coz i know there's no result...yup..it must be a God's way...not my way..well i guess its natural to have crushes..NiTeZ pple..God BLEss..=)