Sunday, January 31, 2010


cool aluminum chair!
read more at:
http://www.designboom.com/weblog/cat/8/view/8851/ran-amitai-natureofmaterial.html
the change. the pressure of school. and the realization of the things that are concealed

very often we do not understand many truths of life until we're faced with a huge obstacle or going thru an extended duration of trial.
the irony of situation, the sharpening of the details of the mind as the path ahead gets a little blurry and hazy.

perhaps its the change of environment that is posing a new challenge to my thinking, or its the most optimal time for a reminder to press on for a higher goal.

i do not know.

but the word TRUST keeps appearing and i can reckon that it has the very answer and significance.

physically low on battery and charging up on the inside.

ok body's aching all over even as i tortured it during the failed attempt at ippt last sat.

someone reminded me that it's easier to say that i am walking in the right direction, but yet in actual fact it is leading anywhere except the right path.
the first mistake's forgiven, the second to let it pass, but with a third forth and fifth.
what does it speak of yourself?
words speak louder than actions.

let's just believe we're all working hard and in due time we'll be given the well deserve rest.

forgive me if all that were mentioned sound incoherent, mind's not working at its best condition.

anyway, chinese new year is coming :)
and i m praying that my bro is going to make into ac.

Friday, January 22, 2010

was just glancing at the blogger main page.
and realized this is the 300th post.

woah.
this blog has sure come a long way. (just by looking at the content of the entries)

getting a lil tired of sketching n work, decided to take a breather.
work has been hectic, but yet fulfilling at the same time.
it cant really be put into words entirely
i mean who in the right frame of mind would wish to have sleepless nights and work endlessly.
but at the end of every project, when i look back.

i know i've learnt n accomplish that much. and how much grace He has shown.
reminds of the message that was preached about how someone who has the greater void within (or with the bigger, greater sins) would end up yearning more for God as compared to someone else who've committed the minor mistakes in life.

oh yes, and the recess weekend after cny is going to be spent in malacca.
indeed something to look forward, ok perhaps not so much bout doing studio work.

one last night before i'm officially released from the curse of the museum.

Friday, January 15, 2010

most interesting note of the day:
I accidentally 'stole' a menu from a thai restaurant after dining there for lunch. fantastic.

a new item for collection.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Sunday, January 10, 2010

the tenth day of the year.

beholding many things and while time unravels much.

really thankful that I still manage to secure the tuition job, though not the most ideal but still very needed.
being able to teach has become something so simple but yet inspiring at the same time.

come to the realization yet again that most of what u expect will usually not come to past. yet we must still hold on to new hopes and dreams to keep ourselves going.

it is better to die than to live a day hopeless.


habits do not change, if the person is still at square one.

Monday, January 4, 2010

i don't know whether it's me or it's just the start of the year.
but things that had been happening were all somewhat screwed up in its order, like as if everything's been pre-planned to test the focus.
as if it is trying to preempt something.

FOCUS
deja vu of the word.

stop attempting to go by living on my own strength, and getting stuck in frustration.
time to pray and seek for revelation.
walk closer with Him in 2010.

Friday, January 1, 2010


2010 - the brand new year awaits!
i am excited.
Thank God for all the provision in 2009 and the grace that kept me going through all the darkest moments.
can't do everything without Him.

many things can be spoken, but yet remains as it.
the test of the attitude, patience and even trust.
stand up for what's right, even if it means losing your position.
action speaks louder than word.

a challenging semester awaits (think about endless sleepless nights, early morning lectures and mind gripping critiques)
time to focus.