Thursday, August 26, 2010

Train journeys serve as important pitstops in life.
Quiet, reflective moments after a day's hustle and bustle.
The soft mood of the commuters, yearning to be back in the comfort of their homes is evident.
Leads me to ask what was my persistence for?
Do I already know the end result, or am I just too narrow in my vision.
Perhaps I should take the initiative.
With the 20 pages reading assignment at the back of my mind.
This sem seems to begin with a very different atmosphere.
Guess that a year in school has shaped my perceptions n values in a certain manner.
Feels like I have grown up to take on something more.
Keep the fire burning.


Monday, August 9, 2010

the very much needed shaking.
to shake out what should leave and strengthen those that stayed thru it all.
am figuring the way out of this thick fog with no clear directions ahead
we don't deserve it.
i am absolutely certain.

it will be long before i would be able to look up to and acknowledge as it is.
what is more important? the truth of the matter or the people who are involved.
are we not of more value than words.
let the one that is faultless be the first to judge.

increase my wisdom, break me down.
for without, its impossible to go on.

said a prayer today.

Friday, August 6, 2010

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school has unofficially begun. the need for adjustment to sudden hectic lifestyle and coping with the lack of sleep.
especially when the group seems a lot more talented and capable, my own limits are being stretched mentally. (even before class officially start)

learnt today that we often look out for our very own needs through our day to day interactions with the people around us. and many times, being so ignorant to our own actions and the consequences. 
we end up getting hurt by our very own actions.
are my needs driving me to becoming more self centered?

its so easy to lose our focus while travelling.
keep a picture of the final destination by our side.
rather stray for awhile longer then never be able to get there.





and yes, the poor service by Starhub, delaying the request repeatedly has left me with the buggy windows mobile phone (restarting twice a day and i can dump it right now) here to haunt me for a few more days (hopefully).