felt the strain so strongly today.
screaming quietly even as i rushed my way to give tuition.
it will be so great if i can just depend solely on allowance. blah blah
and other ranting and excuses.

with all the deadlines for submisson all lined up one after another.

even before my body give way, i am halfway down in the realm of the mind.
train rides have become the only time i can take my mind off work or anything else.
this semester is indeed much tougher that i've ever imagined.
and this is proven by the no of times i've tasted fong seng prata and maggi gorengs.

supper at fong seng is no longer something i will look forward to.

am thankful that i am still well and have not fallen sick despite all the continuous late nights.
being grateful can slowly neutralise all the complains and rants, and turn each stressful circumstances into a deeper chance to acknowledge and appreciate the things & people around.

i cant mistake kindness and closeness for something else.
always falling at the same spot and that shouldnt be the case.
not turning back either.

till the end of march. examinations seem much more exciting than projects.