the change. the pressure of school. and the realization of the things that are concealed

very often we do not understand many truths of life until we're faced with a huge obstacle or going thru an extended duration of trial.
the irony of situation, the sharpening of the details of the mind as the path ahead gets a little blurry and hazy.

perhaps its the change of environment that is posing a new challenge to my thinking, or its the most optimal time for a reminder to press on for a higher goal.

i do not know.

but the word TRUST keeps appearing and i can reckon that it has the very answer and significance.

physically low on battery and charging up on the inside.

ok body's aching all over even as i tortured it during the failed attempt at ippt last sat.

someone reminded me that it's easier to say that i am walking in the right direction, but yet in actual fact it is leading anywhere except the right path.
the first mistake's forgiven, the second to let it pass, but with a third forth and fifth.
what does it speak of yourself?
words speak louder than actions.

let's just believe we're all working hard and in due time we'll be given the well deserve rest.

forgive me if all that were mentioned sound incoherent, mind's not working at its best condition.

anyway, chinese new year is coming :)
and i m praying that my bro is going to make into ac.