had an extremely exhausting day
realized the importance of my colleague.
and how everything actually works in her presence
without her i'm left to face all the unusual and at times demanding questions from the fellow prof and their secretaries.

oh well can't deny the fact that I am a just temp staff
but after knowing about the so-called "increase in remuneration"
i was left questioning about the extra effort that i've put in ever since my another colleague resigned.
was all of that meant deserving of just a little more pay, with no changes in any benefits or leave?
felt quite disappointed.
wanted to just say "oh well, then goodbye!"
but i know that if i did that on impulse, I would definitely regret it later.

alright at least I am still dutifully employed.
after hearing from a friend that she's going to watch tv to relax after her paper was over today
I would wonder what was I all busy for?

for the hope n vision to see the children grow in their knowledge, academics and well-being?
that is but of course.
and that keeps me going.to see those that are less competent to actually progress step by step.
gives me all the meaning n satisfaction in life.

a random thought came to my mind.
and I really yearn for another nice, relaxed and long break
(overseas of course!)

I want to sit on the A380!