for the past three weeks.
ever since i've started working.
life has took on a 180 degrees turn
suddenly everything seems to be so fast paced.
found myself constantly having to reply endless sms-es..calls.
whatsoever
or has the past one year ten month converted me into a non-civilian?
i really wonder
perhaps life as it is now..is really very different..and at times demanding.
both mentally and physically.
i need a good long break..
time to relax and breathe in the fresh air.
slowly sensing that the busyness of life has started to take a toll on my mind
became increasing absent-minded.
gosh
frustrated..at my own self.
oh boy

God please come and guide the footsteps of my path
give me strength
and enlarge my capacity.
"who's hands are these..holding my trapeze.."