Sunday, November 2, 2008

FINALLY back home.
back to the place where I feel the warmth and safety
now that a couple of days had passed by...
the terrible truth has started to sink in deeper n deeper
till the extent that I feel the pain stronger than when I was in aussie.

it's really different having to lose one of your belonging and to lose all of them in one go.
sigh.i would already be real frantic to lose like my wallet or something
don't understand why all these had to take place.at this specifc period of time.
I am just reminded that God has His plan in mind.
so we should not be worried about what we eat, drink or wear.
no matter how much i've planned for the time now before i left for aussie.
reality has added a cruel twist to my ending.

ok need to sidetrack
everyone who's reading this now.
pls do me a favour by msging me your name n number.
considering my camera phone n sim card are both gone as well.
thanks alot!
my mind's been in a blank..and even when things are supposedly good, i can't bring myself to smile.
ahhhh!frustrated.
why are certain chain of events meant to occur in this sequence.how can people change so quickly?
i slipped n fell.

ok if i were to go on.this would be the most depressing entry of the year already.
its time to move on.
step 1: find a job
step 2: plan my budget
step 3:enjoy civilian life!
shall elaborate what's considered as civilian life in some other entry.haha
things seem bleak now.and i know i might have to live from my hand to mouth for the time being
God reminds me of his goodness n mercy
at least me n my pals are all still alive n kicking!:)
we can still work things out.

"The road is long, The valley's deep.The ocean's wide in front of me.But God saved the day!"




6 comments:

Anonymous said...

cheers irwin!

weng

Anonymous said...

"reality has added a cruel twist to my ending."

LOL THAT IS SO 2004 IN THE BEDROOM ANGST-RIDDEN TEENAGER!!

And btw is the "slipped n fell" part metaphorical or did you really injure yourself? Couldn't tell.

Anonymous said...

cheer up :)

b.e.c.c.a said...

hey jiayou man. hwaiting!
know that i am always just a sms away.
keep on hanging on and clinging onto God no matter what, believing greater things lies ahead yea?
cheers :)

hogi said...

haha..thank you all..yeah
trying v hard to pick everything up.
weng i heard about u announcing bout my new entry on mass msn conversation huh?

hogi said...

haha..to jx..it was just metaphorical...i have yet to destroy myself..okie..have u been looking out for jobs?