my post ns state of mind

managed to book out of camp real early today..
but the train ride back from yishun took a good 40 minutes
just make my desire to get the license n drive a bike, car...anything..around
i will definitely not miss the peak hour crowds
congrats shit bag, pls drive safely!hah
having a tad more free time this week really set me thinking..
now that i m in ns..things around seem kinda foreign..the projects that the poly people are cooped up with..the sem exams all the girls in uni are always worrying about
all that seems so distant
think my not intellectual mind have gone into a half-shut down mood..
thats scary
been trying to read up about current affairs whenever i can get my hands on newspapers.
n attempting to watch more tv..(not just all the dramas n entertainment prog of course)
haha
guess that i should feel more fortunate when i m out on the weekend, as compared to my friends around..at least i dun have to worry about unfinished works, never-ending project meetings to go for..n upcoming exams that are zapping away all the good mood to relax.
while i just head back camp every sun..to do rountine activities that depends little on brainpower.
always wanted to borrow more architecture books n start drawing more often
but more than often i am just not in the mood..and procrastination prevails..lazy me
life is definitely not just a party i am certain
tml's vday..but i would be celebrating it as the no-lovers day with my army pals.
as they all named it that way..haha
not the usual vday..but it's sure better than to spend it all alone.
the past 3 days reminded me that it aint that easy to forget, let go n let things resume its normal state.but i just have to try harder.