sick...stuffed...cooped up

my long long weekend just comes and goes...going..and gone!
haha...but i m grateful for it.
met up with so many people..then joseph's present for me, a simple but effective schedule planner might be the best gift yet..
sorry kok seng!shouldn't have promised that i'll be meeting u to celebrate your bdae..
anyway..happy bdae!:) thanks for being that joy always amidst the dullest moments in life
finally went to see a real doctor today..after attempting to struggle n fight horrendous flu coupled with endless phlegm..haa..ok shall skip the explicit details..
but now the cough syrup's making me all drowsy..
God please heal me!
having just lots of mixed ideas and thoughts running through my mind now
oh ya..thank you all my dear friends for the gifts and wishes for my bdae..really appreciate it!
know that i m going back in camp in less than an hour time..
and i m dreading it
wanna go and fast forward time
wanna do the things i like..just sitting on my table..drawing..buildings..skyscrapers..houses..bridges..whatever..listening to my fav music on my player..just not like schedule planned run my life..and live a 'mindless' everyday
hmm..maybe its just that everyone else is starting school and i m feeling so envious..
well that day would come eventually..
haha..before we get to start carving out our dream..we yearn and say we would do everything we can to make it come to pass..
but when we're actually doing it..we wanna give up so easily..so ironic..
ok i've typed enough mindless thoughts..
bye