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Sunday, December 31, 2006

hmm..its pretty late and i have no idea why arent i going to sleep
perhaps there's just too much going through my mind
read claire's blog and that also set me thinking bout the uni education
haha
though i keep getting attracted to the idea of studying overseas at countries like Korea..
and for once experience the culture and life there
i also know its all but just a dream thats out of proportion
besides the universities in korea offer nothing related to architecture..or maybe even designing
getting into local uni arent gonna be that easy...since there's only one course in nus
and they only take like 100 people?..
guess this is what it meant to be faced with the fear that seem to veil that goal or dream
since there's ns..and results arent out..
there's no point thinking too much..
trust that everything will work out..
ok i m sleepy now
haha

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Friday, December 29, 2006

christmas is over...and all i can say..it is really the best time of the whole year..
though i know all this freedom gonna come to a halt in no time...that doesnt stop me from enjoying the company of friends...cell group..haha..
family..
sometimes when i come to hear of stories of people who are already serving...cant help but feel a alittle flustered..and perhaps worried..
ice cold shower water...huge portions of food..ok this dun sound terrible to most pple i guess..bug filled bunks?!
haha..
ok maybe just a little exaggerated..
oh mandy asked to post drawing..only did another..so here's it
commerzbank in frankfurt, germany
ok blogger beta seems a little cranky..i'll upload it later
met up with debbie when she came back from taiwan..
and as usual....i always seem to make her laugh..sometimes unknowingly..
haha..hey..its been great to catch up..and yeah..
friends forever..thanks lots of the xmas card =P

well...thanksgiving cg really made me thought through alot..like somehow..
my mind and thinking is pretty freed up now..no longer do situations seem so daunting...
yeah..i am under cover...
todae is the brothers day..going out with my younger bro..
hopefully he will find a bag for school..and pass his npcc test..he better!
haha

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Monday, December 18, 2006

was just thinking back after these past two years..
there's just so much that happen..
how i got cope with all the never ending work and project plus assignments
while not losing my focus on God
but even as the year draws to an end
i come to understand
many times i might have just serve so hard all in vain
i am after God himself..
i cant depend on myself..for my own strength would definitely fail
so many things i cant understand or accept
try and try again
but yet i fall no matter what
sink to some deep pit and question everything
yet reminded that as long as i m following God's will..
stand firm and always choose to do the right thing in God's eyes
not that of others

dun ever leave the presence of God even if it meant to let go of some duties

to find back that first love
doodled on some plain paper..know its a few thousand miles apart from the real thing

its abstract ok
but drawing all these structures..really free up my mind =)

Nord LB. North German State Clearing Bank Building

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

woah....in a flash my one week holidays in taiwan ended already..and prom nite
something that i was sorta looking forward to..also..
well..perhaps not everything went on the way that i would expect or hope for it to be..but i really enjoyed myself..
cant escape from the basics..
who say meeting up with guys is gay?..
haha
ok i m pretty worn out..slightly distracted by things going around..
but its only a month or so..so gotta treasure it like i never did for any other time before..and just relax....
i've to admit i cant drink for nuts
no no spare me..
jian ting jiayou if ever you read this..we're all praying for u k..
dun touch other patient's equipment!
ok let the pictures do the talking