another trial..

was just thinking back after these past two years..
there's just so much that happen..
how i got cope with all the never ending work and project plus assignments
while not losing my focus on God
but even as the year draws to an end
i come to understand
many times i might have just serve so hard all in vain
i am after God himself..
i cant depend on myself..for my own strength would definitely fail
so many things i cant understand or accept
try and try again
but yet i fall no matter what
sink to some deep pit and question everything
yet reminded that as long as i m following God's will..
stand firm and always choose to do the right thing in God's eyes
not that of others

dun ever leave the presence of God even if it meant to let go of some duties

to find back that first love
doodled on some plain paper..know its a few thousand miles apart from the real thing

its abstract ok
but drawing all these structures..really free up my mind =)

Nord LB. North German State Clearing Bank Building