wat's next?

todae's a unusual day
wasn't really angry coz i really got no idea why it turned out this way
saw through how weak friendship can be....how things can change in just one nick
its time to move on guys..we're old enough to do that i am sure..
yes..be angry but do not hold on to it...its not time to find fault
everyone is not perfect..the only thing u can do is to look to God who is perfect
my birthday comin...seems like a gloomy one..when others are happpy...i'll naturally be also..
my heart is piled up with so much thought
i missed worship at church....never can forget how i cried during the first song and how i feel God askin me to give him my hand that he'll carry me through it all
"i'll bless the Lord forever, whatever i am in"
parents are very obviously gettin worried and doubtful bout the months to come..to the extent that my everyday normal expenses in school can also be treated as a spending too much
at first was really fed up..but come to think of it..i should be standing by their side...they need me now...we need to be together as one family

back to my nerdy days...yeah at least there's pple think i look better wif specs..
cool?hahas

i do not wish for much on my bdae..just a complete and blessed family
i love u lord!!