Monday, June 13, 2005

Emerge!

in a flash, two weeks of holis have just past me by...probably i didn't treasure my time too well...been so caught up with going out...meeting up old frenz....and church events...do feel too tired to carry on at times...forgotten that term exams are just round the corner and i haven even start do feel pressurizing...
lets recall...hahahs...went for class outing on the first week of holis to east coast...though not the whole class turned up..its was kinda fun...and i learnt how to cycle...FINaLLY!...after my brothers keep laughing at me when they pick it up within a day and i took years...=P
that outing really let my mind slow down a little and take it off all the school stuff...which is a big headache...still rmb how everyone was shocked when tt couple took off in one bike....while i struggle to keep up with karmen and liz..
got crazy over cycling that i went there wif my family the next evening...sunday...hahahs...miss such outings...and such quality family time..and realize how much my parents had toiled for this family..yeah =)
as for the second week...it was emerge conference...yup...my church's youth conference...from 7/6-9/6 at first was very drained coz had to reach there by 8am..but gradually i felt the presence of God...it was fantastic...once received a sms from my church frenz askin me not to give up no matter how tough circumstances might be..."just hold on, trust in the lord, and the breakthrough is near"
hahas...tt really keep me going...the confer let me come to terms with God many things in my life...my attitudes, actions...speech..wow..its truly life changing...still rmb at the last nite...the presence of God just overwhelmed me...encouraging me...comforting me...telling me he's by my side..just like a little kid running into the embrace of his father after he had been lost for days..how great
now that the conference had ended...i do miss it...and now its the first day of the third week...PW is just horrible when majority of the group is not around...we can't move on...when all the other groups are already carrying out surveys...and interviews...i was so frustrated by it...but glad tt 4 out of 5 are back...hahahs..can start work...
been spending alot of my allowance this month to the extent tt i exceeded the amt...so spendthrift...time to cut down and become thrifty..haha
indeed...a group of permanent true friends is better than just having one which is special
i always believe in that
praise God..gtg meet my pw pple...take care

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