unknowingly examinations have taken over the social control of our lives.
all people acknowledge or care about is how did you fare.

how many marks did you get ah?"

then we attempt to veil this superficiality by emphasizing on 'holistic education'
we're indeed a paper-chase society.

one more down. final one to go!
just five more days :)

TRUSSES, COLUMNS, TENSION, COMPRESSION, MOMENTS, RESISTANCE, STRESS, STRAIN

that sums up all that i've been facing for the past week. and it's getting so very dry.
felt as if i didnt take up this module at all from the start, and now i realized i had to sit for the exam one week later.

kinda frustrating indeed, but just learning to just give it all that i've got and pray that i can bid goodbye to it forever.

(not mentioning the incoherent and rather non-informative manner of the presentation of the lecture notes)

haha i am surprised that i can just sit down for the whole day to just do revision.

just two more weeks!

'if we endure with him, we shall also reign with him'

keep on keeping on :)

there's so much going on. somehow i've become a little lost in all that.

and we're suppose to work like robots, like press a few buttons and set a few preset programmes.
and zoom, off we go working till like forever.

i realized that i've become very incoherent in speech.
slow progress speed is no longer pardonable.

need a sunny day and some spare hours and a very motivated heart - so i can get out of bed early and head for a swim.
though exams are looming in less than 2 weeks, it is definitely strange that i don't feel that panicky. (not a very good sign)
haha
till portfolio is done by friday, which will entails endless struggles with indesign.
i am sure it can designed to be more user-friendly.

Reminder to self: to stop procrastinating and start working like NOW.

sudden attraction to alternative rock music.

some of the photos taken during the photography workshop which ended last week.
was interesting just to perceive how light and darkness intertwine to form varying images, and how reminiscent it was to just make a trip back to old airport road - my childhood grounds.

life has been pushing ahead at full speed, while i'm starting to struggle to keep up with it.
not that it has been without a purpose, but the body is beginning to protest from frequent late nights and fast food thrice a week.

grossed out at the sight of macs.

this whole week is indeed the most demanding since school has started.
work has been a touch and go affair, for if i were to dwell on it a little longer. the rest will start to snowball.

i am living this exciting 'no-life' life.
haha.

and with that transcab taxi uncle that didnt bother to return my precious axo drawing!
i am left pretty helpless.
pray that critique will still go on smoothly.

it is at such breaking point, where I am reminded of the real friends and family that are sticking it out with you.
many times, we tend to be so caught up with 'life' that we forgotten to cherish the simplest of things.
it's time to go back to the basics!
and to forget what was behind.

alright. history essay's due on fri. time to start cracking.


revelation of the week:
jesus said to them "have faith in God"