there are certain things and people in life that once you missed them
you would never be able to get them
just like the way he or she or it has been..
life's like that.
its time to accept the truth, learnt from the mistake and move on.

really in a real and desperate need for cash
gotta blame it on that fire that burnt up all my valuables.
ahh.

ok forgotten to upload the pictures.
so here they are.
delicious bimbimbap from harbourfront foodcourt
yummy!

ok the rest of the pictures are all taken at my distant uncle's wedding on sat nite.
been years since i've attended a wedding.
was really looking forward to it:)

grandma:)

My cousins!...the pic's a little blurry though

my mom n aunts.
can't believe they started the photo taking craze
hahaha




my youngest bro :)
my family
love every single one of them.

PS: i hereby declare that WC Lim is the official chief editor of my blog.

the first week of work..

a learning experience

the first time u have to live off what u're actually work hard to earn

finally understood the pinch of spending excessively.

it's time to repent!

haha

thankfully the colleagues are a friendly bunch

always warm n nice

guiding me in picking up the skills that i would require in my job

despite having to stare at the com screen for majority of the time..

work is pretty interesting..:)

i need a new phone v badly...the random "emergency call only"

is really AHHH! a SOS call for a blessing.

"life is full of uncertainties, so don't fix your mind on what i should do tomorrow, next week or the next month, etc. but instead let things flow, and seek after His directions."

guess this song really relates to me now.
failed my first TP! :(
although i wanted to come home and start shooting off at the lousy, ill mannered tester.
realized there isn't much of a point.
oh well.just have to book the next test date.
i really don't understand why he had to fail me for not giving way to a car which was still a distance away.
ahhh!perhaps i am just out of his maximum quota.
oh well.
what a waste of cash.

darn..actually typed out a whole entry on my ord day in order to commerate it.
but after inserting some pictures, all the text went missing..ahh!
ok..i'll try to recollect what i've wrote..in this entry.
anyway today's day 2 as a civilian..

the top five things that i miss the most
1) wake up at 8am? (if i want to)
2) use my camera phone
3) listen to my mp3 anytime of the day
4) surfing the net everyday
5) cut my hair when its really getting in the way.

there's really so many more things i can mention.the list would just drag on endlessly
haha.
but looking back..through the times of pain and joy.
from the first day that i dragged my bag to camp, when everyone's new
till the time we were posted out.and now we've become so closely bonded
i really can't imagine how the past 1 year 6 months would be like without the friends around.
would definitely miss how everyday we would wake each other up.
how we would run to beat the queue to shower.
the routine night's off to causeway point.the macs deliveries
the nicknames we have for one another.
not including the names i've had.hah
blah blah blah..

pray that we would all stay in contact for a long long time.
oh yes.goodbye to beloved camou cream for now.

oh well.this is a random entry.
i've gotten a job..at ntu!:)
praise God!
super near home..starting next monday.
looking forward to a positive working experience.

driving test is on tomorrow early morning
guys and girls please stay away from the bukit batok area.
hahah..i must try my best to pass.
can't afford for a re-test..

and lastly.still can't decide which phone should i get.
already more or less decided that i would want a nokia e-series phone.
but the big n bulky, good batt life e71


or the smaller, prettier but weaker batt life e66?

thank you God for your constant provision.
for being faithful even though i might be faithless at times.
"Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, but a good word makes it glad"

I AM GOING TO LEAVE HOUSE AND COLLECT MY IDENTIFICATION OF FREEDOM.
THE PINK IC..AHHHH!

it has been four days into my supposedly 'rest week'
hmm
but somehow..i seem to be doing everything else but resting
booking in and out of camp.to do spring cleaning.
well at least for the last time :)
rushing to and fro raffles place and tanjong pagar for interviews
is it really that tough to get a job that pays seven bucks per hour?
perhaps i've been brainwashed by how much the Australians are getting paid
haha
am i suppose to have done more holiday jobs in the past?..since the employers are all looking out for work experience.
somehow i've transited from waiting for things to come, to actually actively doing things such that something will happen..
guess that is something worthy of a round of applause.
alright.
trusting that by the end of this week.the perfect job is coming my way:)
ok time to sleep
hotdogs and nuggets for dinner tomorrow.
haha

FINALLY back home.
back to the place where I feel the warmth and safety
now that a couple of days had passed by...
the terrible truth has started to sink in deeper n deeper
till the extent that I feel the pain stronger than when I was in aussie.

it's really different having to lose one of your belonging and to lose all of them in one go.
sigh.i would already be real frantic to lose like my wallet or something
don't understand why all these had to take place.at this specifc period of time.
I am just reminded that God has His plan in mind.
so we should not be worried about what we eat, drink or wear.
no matter how much i've planned for the time now before i left for aussie.
reality has added a cruel twist to my ending.

ok need to sidetrack
everyone who's reading this now.
pls do me a favour by msging me your name n number.
considering my camera phone n sim card are both gone as well.
thanks alot!
my mind's been in a blank..and even when things are supposedly good, i can't bring myself to smile.
ahhhh!frustrated.
why are certain chain of events meant to occur in this sequence.how can people change so quickly?
i slipped n fell.

ok if i were to go on.this would be the most depressing entry of the year already.
its time to move on.
step 1: find a job
step 2: plan my budget
step 3:enjoy civilian life!
shall elaborate what's considered as civilian life in some other entry.haha
things seem bleak now.and i know i might have to live from my hand to mouth for the time being
God reminds me of his goodness n mercy
at least me n my pals are all still alive n kicking!:)
we can still work things out.

"The road is long, The valley's deep.The ocean's wide in front of me.But God saved the day!"