felt kinda discouraged and messed up this whole week in camp
life is like a ride on the roller coaster..at times we might be zooming up to the peak..feeling the refreshing wind blowing across your face
admiring the view..but before u know it..
you'll be on your way down..down down...
can't comprehend why some people's words and actions can be so insensitive.

cell meeting encouraged me alot..the people around are just like family to me.
their company just cheers me up:)
anyway.before i forget.
happy birthday becca!..
you're OLD-er now..
ahha..
gonna have a super packed weekend..
and i am already looking forward to teach the kids tml.
ok time to sleep.

bought the book titled "the kite runner" after hearing friend's recommendation
was seriously taken aback on how well written the book is..
it really opened my eyes to how the afghans went through endless struggles for peace but end up seeing their own country ruined by locals that were thirsty for power,and intolerant of ethnic differences
what an irony life can be..

ran for the army half marathon early this morning..was dreading it first.
but thank God i completed the 21km with jonathan
with minimal stops at waterpoints and the toilets
:)
my both legs been cramping like mad ever since.ahhh
ok..random..but we ran past the sail today..
always impressed by its design..on how the building is able to be so stretched out
like a big sail
but yet still sound structurally.

ok i can't wait to experience for myself how school will be like next yr.
got reminded again on how important it is for me to hear from God daily
need to be more disciplined in my daily quiet time!
if not i'll have to treat someone a donut.haha

it has been a not too delightful week..
just have no idea why i can't seem to be light-hearted and cheerful
small issues seem to further entangle the already frustrated mind
perhaps i've just been unable to lift up the burden and worries to God
what can't be worse than to feel a little taken for granted by the friends closest to your heart
i need to wake myself up from this unpleasant mood!

ok negative stuff aside.
finally went back to teach the kids after missing out all the saturdays for ndp
felt a little lost at the start, haha probably stage fright or something
ended up stuttering..but soon enough.managed to get into the mood
hah.the kids are still as mischievous as before.
but next sat i am going to be stuck in camp!
so much so for reunion with the kids

life can be just so short and fragile.
not going to spend that precious time being down and out!
cheers for myself:)
i am disturbed by how "fu man ren jian" soundtrack,
if u remember that super ultra ancient old ch8 drama,
can make me a tad happier.haha

last then two weeks of buying the ipod classic
i headed to the repair centre..feeling all fed up
and perhaps ready to give the apple service centre a piece of my mind
thankfully..none of that have to happen
the lady agreed to replace my ipod with a new one..:)
without even hearing me explain finish
haha...
now i realize why people can't get enough of apple products
the tour next year seems to be meeting endless obstacles
and having divided ideas ain't making things simpler
ok..praying that God will open a way out
forced my youngest bro to go swim one lap at the olympic size pool today
guess that is his biggest achievement for the month..haha

happy national day!
i am going to spend the whole day waiting at the open space outside millenia walk
and getting stuffed with kfc,army food,soya bean,milo
and hopefully-pizza hut
haha
long break next week.
woo hoo:)

i know its time to SAVE UP!
when my youngest brother says that i am a spendthrift.
gosh..

one week of leave just came and went..
but can say that i really enjoyed and relaxed myself from all the stresses of camp
-sun and sand at sentosa..
-finally bought the ipod classic at a bargain price..overjoyed:)
but from now on really have to save up and be on a tight budget
if not i'll really be left with nothing after ord
with the ipod comes itunes...which up to now..
i kinda detest..
constant lag and somewhat unfriendly user interface..
can't even search for album artwork without an itunes store account
and itunes doesn't know how to automatically identify songs with broken links?!
maybe there's no such thing as a perfect combination
finally back home after a tiring run at ecp...time to head straight for my cozy bed!
praying that j's dad operation goes smoothly.