my real night out is finally here!!!
though not exactly on the perfect day..since i have to rush back to camp tml morning
but haha..its still exciting enough:)
hope i can get some sleep tonight
and survive Saturday's ndp

such a deep urge to wanna just fly away from here to somewhere else
as long as i am not on this island
somewhere with cooler climate, slower pace of life.
somewhere different from here.
haha..that probably won't happen till this year's over.

nothing beats having resolve all...and being back to as before.
:)
friends can just make such big differences in our lives
one week of tough marching is finally over..just one more to go
hope i'll have my next friday night free!
dun wanna miss out on the reunion cum farewell party.
life can afford to slow down a little.

misunderstood.
sometimes even the closest friends are capable of that
not that my best friends did.
but that totally plunged me straight down the deepest valley
with that subtle frustration always tugging at my heart
that sucks big time
thank God for giving me the strength..and reminding me that he's my best friend
:)
came to realize today that parades can be pretty life-changing too
felt that little pride to be able to represent my company and march in front of so large an audience
at least better than feeling all depressed over the endless rehearsals that come before every parade itself.
wishing for a night out real soon.
to be able chill out with friends

finally.a short break from a long,physical week in camp
that left everyone pretty much drained physically, emotionally and mentally
can't comprehend why certain people would act in a certain manner that leave us wondering what did we actually do wrong now.
perhaps he just want us to live in fear everyday
no matter what i am always reminded that God placed him over my life as my leader
thus.i just have to respect his authority.his actions are not for me to judge
i am really looking forward to school now.
can't wait for life to resume its normal state.
subzone camp is already ongoing even as i type this entry now...
haha hope i can get there early tml and that someone would save a plate of food for a hungry soul like me:)
ok time to pack up and head back to camp soon!

went for my first driving lesson today..was 15 minutes late!
no idea why the trains are still so packed though they claimed to have increased the frequency by how many trains during this period of time blah and all..sigh
on a lighter note..the instructor allowed me to start driving on the first lesson!
was expecting him to just go through with me the parts of the car and how to operate the clutch-gear system..haha...
driving a car feels totally different from riding a bike..thats for sure..
and having to turn the steering wheel for a few rounds just to make a small right turn.
that took me a long while to get use to it.not forgetting the engine died twice
i am a disaster.i know my army pals would nod in agreement.
haha..i need to practice more.can't wait for the next lesson:)
weekend's coming to an abrupt end

happy birthday jeanie!
our dearest leader,friend:)