in just one week, i fell so utterly ill..
spent the whole week home..
fever temperatures so high..i started having weird dreams or hallucinations whenever i managed to fall asleep
oh my..at that point of time.i m just silently shouting out for help and praying for miracle healing
not knowing when it will end.
though it dragged on till today
i m still grateful that He came n rescued me.really.PRAISE GOD!:)
guess this is one life experience i would remember so dearly

"life might not seem all that great and there seems to be no reason to embrace it till life itself is almost taken away"

"so live life and treasure everyday, being healthy and alive is one great miracle and privilege already:)"

another saturday gonna get burnt again...forcing me to miss fun o rama!
kinda frustrated with this schedule..but guess that i can only comply
all my brothers and friends are stuck in the same boat
perhaps when we fly off, things would be easier.

the flu bug's catching up on me
been sneezing almost endlessly since i went church in the morning
darn
but serving for registration is one different but yet good experience
time to build on hr skills
although the days out increased, my mood's been lower
ever since i m always rushing in and out of camp
God please end this whole thing asap
its really draining and messing up our lives
alrite.time to go back soon
can't wait for service on sun!
:)

finally finish watching the film "my girl and i"
really touched by it...the plot can be so simple yet intriguing




















Song hye-gyo real pretty in it..and yeah its kinda backdated to only have watched it now
guess its time to catch up on more Korean films n dramas:)
i m getting so used to just sit in the living room with my laptop..haha.think its becoming a bad habit..even if i have nothing much to go online for.
yesterday was one eventful day, sure beats aimlessly spending one day out in the woods.
headed to jessie's office at raffles place, me n xiaoqian were just overwhelmed by the tall office buildings n all the busy office crowd flooding the train station in a bid to get back home..
so here we were, dressing as we normally do, feeling awkward with people dressed in ties, suits n all kinds of formal attires surrounding us.
but one word i can say about her office was just WOW.
never ever imagined so much creativity n designing could go into a supposedly mundane office with just desks n chairs, computers and what not.
haha..a visual tour.i m inspired.:)
at least i m certain people involved in designing aint gonna starve..haha
then went airport to send becca off to germany.
mixed emotions..but glad she's ready to go..
gonna miss the times that we had spent.
no one to rant to..or to just go for impromptu shopping
so take care over there..n please pick up some german ok.
haha
okie..one n half more day of rest ahead..cheers:)

back for half a day..in an hour i gotta be back
in just a few days ago..everything seem pretty normal
but in a split second, we're all living in this day to day uncertain
aint the nicest way to spend the week..but cant help it i guess
just really praying for that crap to get caught n give me some peace..
a little indignant that i have to spend the weekend rotting away out there
cant even send becca off for her Germany trip...so ya..if she's reading this..
i'll probably give my take care speech here next weekend?so sorry
i need a life out there!

the troopers are finally promoted...it came as a surprise..
perhaps to end off the whole chain of good weeks with a big bang?
hah..the trip back to sentosa with jean,jt,becca n wilson
was really a good time to bask in the sun,get dirtied by sand n get ourselves all burnt till we all looked ready to be served on plates
i like the tan that i have now:)
my primary 5 kids were absolutely restless during tuition class on sat
ahh...but they're still so adorable at the end..with their innocent comments
the whole weekend was a good time to rest though
applied for the BCA scholarship for the first time..though its under the same umbrella of organisations as URA which worked hard to crumble my confidence...
just trusting and praying this will be a God-given chance to earn a sponsor for my uni studies
lack of sleep made me kinda grouchy for the whole day..was just wanting to get home bath n rest
perhaps get all the hassle and bustle of life out of my mind for awhile
can next week pass by in a flash?just no outbreak again on my face will be consoling enough..haha
a real nice pic that i took in sentosa..near the twin towers



















sometimes it can be so hard to truly understand a person's actions n rationale..but guess that i can also be more considerate n thoughtful.