2 weeks of "help me!..ok its exams"

wow..its already past two weeks...todae seem like its so far away from the day i embarked on this terrible journey...
haha...actually its just prelims...a pretty stressing word to hear by itself
yup...just glad i managed to survive till todae..=)
throughout the whole exams was really just struggling from one paper to the next
was quite obvious i am unprepared...could i have done more?
anyway..thank God for giving me the strength..know the results wont be that fantastic..but i really tried my best
haha..ok time for happier stuff
the whole prelims seem to have disrupted my life so much..till the extent i cant remember what i would normally be doing without papers..memory loss?!?
ok i m growing old....er
went for cell group yesterday..its was really different
had some taiwanese visitors and i realize how poor our chinese standard is..me included..
hahas..had to think like so long to translate some part of the message into chinese..
okie embarassing but i wrote it in hanyu pinyin...
oops =(
everything around seem to be changing..people's attitudes towards life..things that go around..
sometimes things seem simply bleak and cold..probably its just the effects of prelims..
guess its just how complex human minds can be..its just seem so impossible to grasp what the other party is thinking
i have made a decision..to move on..though its not easy...
but i know thats the way he wanna me to go..
i need to keep up..hang on..yup =)

some random picture i found..somewhere..think it was jeanie's photo album..but its cool

hahas..we've all grown so much from then..

i need to remind myself i still need to study..there's still monday..

was talking to some secondary school friends here and there..

just to realize how complicated their friendships can be..hai

jiayou ok..all these things that are not meant to be will just fade away..

"we're living our life for God..not money..definitely not for man"

ok time for three areas of revamp in my life...haha..my post prelims goals

Spiritual...Social...and of course wardrobe..

yup..

i want to say

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

such a simple song to bring out the deepest love
yup..EXAMS!!!!!

pre-prelims last words

todae's studying was really perfect...can really focus..while not totally isolating ourselves
i have no idea why there's some form of void within me..like there's something lacking
perharps i know why..and i should face it up
choose wisely..been telling myself that countless times...
hahas..
"I DARE YOU TO MOVE"
am i ready?..
okies...all in all..i muz get down to praying and committing..
no point living life the way i wanna..its the way he wanna
back to mug
i muz survive
do people spent more than a few minutes to think before a decision or do they just act irrationally and call that follow your heart?how meaningless and foolish can

Ecclesiastes 3:

v3 A time to tear down and a time to rebuild.
4 A time to cry and a time to laugh.
A time to grieve and a time to dance.
5 A time to embrace and a time to turn away.
6 A time to search and a time to lose.
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
7 A time to tear and a time to mend.
A time to be quiet and a time to speak up.
8 A time to love and a time to hate.
15 Whatever exists today and whatever will exist in the future has already existed in the past. For God calls each event back in its turn.

even just reading this again...keeps me all positive and encouraged..that whatever happens...has already happened...and God is in control...he's in control...no matter how messed things may seem..WOW..thanks for that Lord..
midway through pq...so time consuming!