Friday, November 25, 2005

blessings

my bro gotten back his PSLE results yesterday...he scored real well...even BETTER than me..hahas
i m not jealous or anything
but when i first guessed the number..it was it...joshua, my youngest bro thgt i knew it before my parents...
but happy for him=)
Praise God!!!
then comes the choice of school....he seem quite urgent to choose it
fairfield?....thgt i grew up there...but think he could go up higher...
he suggested sji...hahas...he could well be keenan's junior...
i fell asleep before i could even help him make up the choices..the medicine makin me madly drowsy...dun seem to think logically
woke up like 4am...ate medicine..and started praying for God's will for my bro
felt so relieved it was the one the schools we all actually decided on..
so its off to first choice nan hua...so he can enjoy the SAP programme thingy..which i think will benefit him ba...lots of chinese...hahas....and its a mixed school
joseph constantly warned me to help him choose properly...its 4 years...and we understand if we get into some particular group of school and end up like "we all know"
thank God for speakin to me =)
yesterdae devotion prac was truly good..and funny...
hahas
going off to meet my buddies..haven seen jeremy for awhile...service at nite
bye

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

different experience

wow...looks like i haven blog for several days....but been real busy ba
had overnite prayer meetin on fri after service...though i know its gonna test me physically, mentally and spiritually..i really enjoyed the time which i can pray about everything that i have been wanting to bring forward to God...all the needs, my cries, hurts, joy...i feel God's presence very strongly many times...
understand the importance of seeking aft his presence...and that in his presence, the world would grow strangely dim...all i see is his love, power and glory
heard God tellin me to step out more for him...encouraged me with my cell group members....and remind me not to give up in this faith run with Him
realized that i have at many times wanted to throw in the towel, wanted to tell myself "i won't be able to handle all these"
how can i cope with so much commitments...like ushering, cg helper....i would be tempted to just return to the world...
but now God has showed me that his grace is sufficient for me....he is calling me to hang on his promises....trials and tribulations will surely come..but the one that comes out through these valleys are the true children of God
God has renewed my faith...i'll now look to him whenever i feel weak
thank you Jesus =)
alot of things gonna happen for the next few weeks...first the outreach, next class cip from mon to wed..then immediately i'll start work.....both looking forward and also a little fearful...
but perfect love casts out fear...that i'll rmb
been feeling very ill for the past two days...fever going on and off...felt horrible...wanted to vomit...had some ulcers in my throat...coz too heaty le..got to practise abstainence from all forms of fried, oily food..means no more chocolate cookies, no more fastfood...arrrh..but got no choice...
God heal me
happy birthday claire...know its kinda early...think i might not be able to lunch with you all tml le..still not feeling too good..so enjoy urself ya?...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

really long day

phew...woke up in the morning..to at first head to sentosa for karmen's bdae...but weather aren't too good..so ended up going to city hall
once i step into it...the feeling of uneasiness just seem to creep in...like i just wanna get out of it..wierd that after one whole year...its still like that
pardon me....but the sun's outing really left me reflecting alot...aft hearing wat mf said..
ARRH...is it that hard to find someone that understands?...maybe thats all in God's plan ba
now i really start to spend much more time bonding with my cg pple..the place where everyone views each other equally...the place which there's no need for pretense...thats exactly how i can feel comfortable to be what i am
left kinda early from the class outing cum celebration.anyway..
HAPPY BDAE KARMEN...
cheer up..and really enjoy the holis..will keep u in prayers =)
the job interview was quite a eye opener...so many people went..even met karen
really hope to be able to secure the job..trusting in God to supply my needs..
thats wat keeps me going...
been so busy spending so much on going out..its time to stop and cut back
tabernacle bs was great...though it ended late...had some tense situations..but its all about our emotions...thank God for the cell and everyone thats in it..including the leader
yup...we must stay united and support each to overcome any trials that may come our way...everyone have a role to play ya...
its gettin real late..
nitez

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Personality Test

Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
The Three Question Personality Test

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

true glory

pw trial todae.....was not bad except that the video refuses to make noises...that why everything seem kinda dull...great work todae pple..thk we all presented our best...our trials till at nite didn't go to waste...too bad we can bring jolene's dog..hahas
i m so worn out....like since the holidays started i hardly had time to sit down and rest....morning out..nite return..
but sermon was great last wk..."people who show true glory are constant tired"
thats something that keeps me goin
thanks pple who's going for sun's maestro monopoly..i m sure it will be fun =)
didn't noe can form one team from the class..so see ya on sun
will let u noe the details later
tml's bio olympiad...emm..but there's far too much to read up in a few days.
i probably need a few months...haha
one thousand mcqs sound terrifying..but just goin for the experience ba
pw needs major revamp..arrh..really hope this fri is the finalised meeting le....so jiayou
[praying hard to get the job]

Monday, November 7, 2005

just another day

todae is one tired day....in the morning woke up late as i slept late
bought my brother to school before headin to pw meeting...and
guess what it ended at 9.10pm like that
i just like reach home half an hour ago
time just past in a flash...if we were to trial another round...it will be midnite
=( sleepy but glad we all put in our best effort..
aft 14th...its ALL over

first 3 months outing was cool though only a few pple turn up..we had fun...especially bowling..
after not playing for so long
great to meet clara, fungi, darren after so long
i did have any round that the ball got into the drain and i get 0...thats a miracle..hahas
next sun is the maestro monopoly...christine remember to get debbie to come run
but dun tell her what i told u...hahas

too fatigue le
good nite

Thursday, November 3, 2005

beat but lookin forward

todae's one crazy dae...went sengkang....finally realized there's a huge shopping centre over there...so much for that amazement...
oh ya...tue's bible study is a totally a wake up call for me..
reminded me of the importance of water baptism and how the devil no longer have control over us...=) how simple yet deep revelation..
i got squashed by keenan peg and shawn..nearly fainted during praise and worship but its all worth it
gotta start living afresh..
anyway..back to todae...ended up takin bus all the way to clementi...the whole trip was super long...i couldn't fall asleep
managed to have dinner at JP and tasted that big huge cup of coffee from the foodcourt...great...hahhas...
though the next two weeks will be yet another packed schedule weeks....i m joyful that it means a more steps towards knowing God and his people...
it is easy to say the truth....i have to make it clear...because i m not doing anything wrong...
"the truth shall see the light"
many things though said to comfort..without showing it...it meant nothing
perharps thats something i have to come to terms with..
jeremy and john...we're suppose to meet up soon!?!?
how random...mf's gonna take up my next two fri...because its her birthday..is that fair?..hahas
still stuck with that OP slides..its depriving me of all my nice sleep..tml still need to reach amk at 9.45am wonder how i can wake up
yeah