Sunday, May 29, 2005

holidays started

wah...i think my blog has lay in a "sleeping" mood for a long time...and now that holis have started...finally things are starting to slow down...yeah =) just got to put aside the fact that term exam is aft the holis...surely will miss school somehow..come to think of it..life's have never been the same since i step into AC...it got more complicated...tiring...frustrating...with the equal amount of fun...joy....company of friends..so God's fair to us...hahahs
had a half day on friday..i think that was super rare...but it was great ba...went town with my frenz..hl..claire..abraham..and karmen..hahahahhas..oh no i m so sorrie karmen..i got reminded of wat happen..so for ur info...a cow fell off a chair at macs taka...when i sat on it a minute ago and even rock on it..hahahhahs =P oh no..tts so bad...glad she didn't hurt herself...though i didn't see it...i also burst out laughing
its the first time...the whole group of us went out..yeah...muz have more of that ya?.....was quite upset by my economics, and biology test results..probably i didn't put in enough work
went jeanie's chalet..that bdae gal...had lots of fun...even got wet..and aloha resort is so cool..and big..if we could book it ourselves...ended up sleeping in the living room....drenched...went home in a groggy mind..with a irritated food court aunties fighting within themselves...
sun...service calmed me down alot...usher for quite a long while..sudden feel so good to be able to serve in such a manner...praise God..though i was worn...went dancing wif the church pple
"Love never fails"...i don't understand why must people cause a thing like "loving someone" to upset or strain close friendship..its kinda dumb.."love is kind, it never bears in mind any wrong" but does it always work tt way?

Monday, May 23, 2005

no longer I

here's how it goes..."You mean everything to me, you're all the world can never be"...i guess that really hit me hard..in case u're wondering who is the you..its God...muz be life is so fast now that i am really touched by the song
haven blog for ages..so well..i m back..hahhas...hmm..let me think..i only rmb i ran 2.4...got quite bad 12.34min..considering i m the last in class..i vomited in the toilet...which i felt totally gross out..and sick..but thank God for healing me...
yeah..and this is the last tests week for this term..can't describe how glad i am...and June holis coming..lots to expect..like emerge....relax..play...take a breather...study?..ahhahs..
hahahs...i can still recall i struggled for Gp test coz i was stuck at the first question for 5 to 10 min...was panicking so much..but miraculously i finished the paper...todae's the last day of the long weekend..went town with joseph on sat..played pool for awhile..saw many familiar faces..
had cell group at jeanie's place..did tt crazy dance wif jian ting..though i probably forgotten everything by now...okies..i m just typing wat i rmb..so sorrie if its messy
"the future holds so much surprises, many times i really do not know wat's next, whether i am doing the right things at the right times"
actually wanted to go out with hl, karmen, and mandy todae..but i realize i got wordpower trials tml...God give me BIG BIG memory...
hhahas...hope to meet the guys up soon to go out..its been so long we went out together...
finally...i bought planet shakers "rain down"....yeah
was so irritated by the gp compre...esp the AQ..but glad i finished it le..
gtg meet parents for dinner..see ya guys tml..

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Knock knock

todae felt kinda grumpy and rude...bad...anyway...i had a great service..plus i saw CLARA (sd2) at church...super shocked and happy..hahas..didn't expect to see her at jurong west..yeah..her frenz invited her there..hope she like and enjoyed the service..=)
gtg for my uncle's wedding..feel tired but hungry..shall listen to my stomach..hahahs..congrats uncle =)

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Arrh...its gross

todae went town wif cheryl and huiling..yeah..can get to meet up again though we're in different schools..ahahs..at first kinda stressed by school...so i guess its time to loosen up a little =)
knew tt hl wanted to watch house of wax...so was like emm..another horror movie?
am i not horrified enough..
the movie was more gross than scary....i think i covered my eyes less this time..
ewww...like using the thing used to cut wires to cut the person's finger..superglue the lips..spear through paris hilton's head..wax peeling to expose the flesh of living person..okie..all the wax figurines are real dead people..then was sayin pple the bro killer looked like samara's bf..
tts out of point..oh ya...saw debs at wisma..kinda surprised..
thk hl felt better now..treasure life ar?u only one life to live..to the fullest
we took pics down every escalator from top of heeren down..so dumb..but funny =P
suppose to do my work but ended up online again..
YEah...invited cheryl and hl for emerge confer...hope it will really change their life..
todae was just great...never feel so relaxed for so long le..lookin forward for tml service..and weddin dinner..which is a rare thing..time to exercise my eating skills =P
take care pple..nitezZ

Friday, May 13, 2005

true friends

true frenz do not criticize each other...they take each other as they are..they share the joys and pains together...when u're happy..they laugh with u..when u face a problem..they help u to accompany u through it all..when u're upset...they cheer up..they leave a permanent mark in ur life =)

Taking a turn in life

ahahas...so fast...a week just passed in a flash..actually was dreading this week as there is just so many tests and tutorials to complete..wanna the june holis to come quick
real glad i went for conference on wed..its was just great..felt the strong presence of God..it changed my whole idea of school and stuff..used to just feel so irritated in school and just tt i wanna give up..
but feel tt God was telling me to have even stronger faith in Him through the rocky and hard times...u dun need faith when everything is just going on fine in ur life..
yeah..passed my maths test but flunged my chemistry..gotta work harder..
weekend services coming..pple gotta try to invite ur frenz..
ahahs...thanks claire for walkin wif me back on thurs...yah..i feel less stressed le
come to learn tt many things in life just seem super negative...but we muz let the negatives in our life add up to a positive..=)
i dun understand why pple are just getting so uptight..depressed..helpless..
whatever it is..u dun give up..why treat life so lightly..i m so disappointed..

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

pulling...my hair...OFF

since when school been so tough...i got no idea...dun wanna think too much now...the past two days were real bad..thking tt i got so much to catch up on..to revise...to learn...is there still life?
hmm...maybe i m just not managing my time well enough =(
God give me strength...many times...i feel far from u...but let me never depart from ur presence..discipline me to be faithful in my QT..
"i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
yup...tt sounds better...in this life...we have many times tt we fall..but the more important part is how we pick ourselves up..and move on...=)
oh ya...celebrated hl's bdae on sat..though it wasn't like some mega bdae bash...but its the frenzship tt count...i thk the samara part was the most funny...hl was practically starin at the screen..while me and cheryl was frantically coverin our eyes...wif bags..and fingers..anyway..happy bdae hl...one year older le..so should behave like one rite?...ahhas...kiddin la...
aft todae's chem test..tis week's slightly more relaxed ba...i got to find ways to relieve stress...niteZ pple...