yeah...reunion..

hahas...waited so long to meet up with all my best buddies...in fairfield...though we're all in AC...
cool....joseph...jem...john...zhi yao and me...went out for a long awaited dinner and stuff...miss u guys...esp the days we had in fairfield...school's been so busy tt we hardly got time to even talk =(
went tiong bahru...to some western restaurant..the budget kind aft looking at our wallets..and not gonna stay there to wash plates...=P had fish&chips...chicken chop...yup..
kept talkin crap so loudly...my frenz asked me to keep my vol down...thk i was too excited..
ahhas...time seem to pass so nice and fast wif all them around..
got lots of work to do and stuff...so better start now...niTeZ...thanks guys...take care =)
this isn't the last time i am sure

class outing..

yeah..finally...had a class outing for the new sd2 pple..though onli bout...12 pple turned up..it was at least a effort ba...didn't really noe where to go and stuff..and of us seem to dress like so diff...i thk i was too formal...in the case of flyin kite..went marina south..some unknown place to the class pple..hahas...they all recalled when they went there when they're young =)
kept teasing karmen and stuff..oops..tts bad..but welll...and debbie's up to her usual 'sai' thing again..hmm...it ended up like my kite got entagled wif jeanette's and it flew off
not a very happy ending but enjoyed myself =P kite flying can be quite meaningful..like it let me take a step back to see how simple life can be
anyway...huiling..get well soon...had service todae....was great...felt God's presence so strongly...miss to sit at the floor area..like in the past.....and can sense tt God askin me to make correct priorities in life...putting him first always...wanted to join the cg for pizza but well...ate too much of tt
next week should be quite slack ba...though got alot to study for bio coz i haven started...gtg le =)

learning..discovering

yeah....finally gotten over chem test...it really scared me...having to cramp so much notes the day before..thk i got happier aft it..realize tt our class gettin more you noe..seperated...perharps it was like wat karmen said..we're too used to our old class pple...where we just be ourselves..
now its tough to even keep in contact wif the old sd2 pple..and the new ones..
no use having onli one person trying to bond the class..
hL's bdae coming up...wonder wat to get for her..hhahas..
maybe joseph was rite...i could have done something wrongly...said the wrong things..act the wrong ways for all these to occur onli for me..
haiz..not goin to thk bout tt...been tryin to catch up on my bible reading..been so slow..somemore there's wordpower comin..God please give me lots of brain juices..to remember..and of coz meditate on his Word =)
"in all your ways, commit to God and he will guide you" praise God..ahahas
been talkin more to my church grp pple...tts real gd..now..starting to feel that they're opening up..and we can really share and encourage each other..yeah..
gtg study chi and gp..nitEZ

life as simple as that =) 

the reason is you

finally i realize that all that search of mine is futile...its surprising how humans can learn things in the most unexpected way...so sorrie pple...my past music server always show irritating popups and even viruses...oh no..so my blog more "safe" now...hahas
i was just hiding that insecurity within me..i didn't learn to trust in God fully and know tt his love is all tt i ever needed..instead i search high and low..thking tt i'll surely find tt person..
wat a dumb and tiring experience..

empty

uploaded a new song to my blog...though not my fav song...but it was at least...hahas..."there's no use looking back or wonder if....how it could it be now or might have been"...meaningful lyrics..

first time saw joseph so sad before...cheer up buddy...u'll be fine...ya...all that disappointed might seem great...but it's within God's control...and u dun have to worry...maybe its just the way to make things smoother for the days to come...

things are falling slowly in place..though i do feel that act no one understand me..still miss my old frenz..but well..its just diff pple i m dealing wif...so how can they be the same..

how do u define a frenz?...i guess i need tt person there to share all the happiness and sadness...smilez...craziness...yup..i dun thk i k define it in words..lonely

i am not feeling pressurized by the environment to find someone or wat..i know tts wrong

more tests in progress...gettin so used it already...like i lost my usual joyous mood coz of the busy schedule

cg was just great..though it was rather short...felt tt it was full of warmth and gained strength from God...hahas..yeah..end my wkday nicely..

i want a break

one whole long week of sch just past by so slowly...and a little dreading...i am just wondering my blog song is not tt suitable to my present mood..accidentally in love?..NO way..=(
the new class is startin to bond together more i guess...from at first we all just sat wif the pple we knew..to the discussions during tutorials where we can just share wif the new classmates...some of them are still not willing to mix ba i guess....intially i felt so frustrated tt i didn't wanna bother much bout the new pple...but i realize tt i got to move on le..there's just no pt in getting stuck in the past...(I tried to hold on to the past...but it refuse to turn back)...from some chi song..all my happiness i rmb...all my mistakes...i learnt..all the heartbreak..i surrender
school's real demandin
talked to cheryl like till bout midnite on fri...felt so much better aft noein tt i can just talk freely to her...noe we won't be in the same school...but gonna stay in contact ya?..=P will surely miss the days when u were in AC
so many things just occupied my mind..tis week...felt stupid when i noe i just purposely ruin a frenzship...will it ever recover?..no idea..dun wanna thk too much though
praise God for being faithful to me =) u're all tt i need
ps study hard huiling..hahas

i am changed

haiz....typed such a long entry last nite but who noes...got error when i uploaded it..so well got to type it all over again...
hahas...anyway...this past week was both the mixed and confused kinda feelings....since JC life ever started...pple left...new frenz came in...yeah...real glad tt joseph..jem..john and me are all back to the same college again..=P....though now we're in diff classes...real depressing...but glad tt most pple are back in sd2 again...hey..to my 3 buddies...thanks alot for the 4 years or 3 years in fairfield...the lowest and valleys we walked through together...the laughing..crazy times we rejoice together...ahhas..its will just bring me a smile thinkin of all tt sec sch days..well..u all take care k?...muz still stay in contact though we're in diff classes...God bless ya all
lectures aren't useful to me now....when everything is just changing so fast...like no mood to study...but i noe...i muz settle down soon...1sd2 got imbalance of guys and gals...like only 8 guys?!?!okie..we're gonna have a difficult time..hahas...
karmen..hl..dun let whatever that is happenin make u lose faith in the class?...like i noe it seems impossible tt things can be as nice as when we're together for the 1st 3 mths...but we can still bond wif our new frenz even better?...
yup...cg refreshed me totally..it gave me guidance and comfort...just when i needed it most...praise God..i am back in your presence..gtg for econs make up..see ya