its time to

perhaps i have led my life, 16 years, in bliss, in happiness
perhaps i haven been through too much unstability in the family that will make me worry
perhaps i took everything for granted
perhaps i never spared a thought about the family's financial status

now that this happen, i am caught helpless
i seriously don't know what to do
what that i can help
there's no point struggling in this
i am forced to a corner
wat's next?!?

why muz life be so tough when i am about to settle down
i know there's no point complaining like this
but my heart really hurts
i feel so so burdened

things will take a sharp change i guess
but i got to face it strongly
i am going to do my part to save whatever i can
every single cent counts

pray that God will be fulfil his promise that he will prosper those who walk in his ways
even at this state of despair i'll look to him

"Lord you're always here with me, there's no changing God in thee
You are the same yesterday and today and forever more"
"And when the storms are drawing near, when i am with you i don't have to fear, you're my shepherd on whom i can depend"

thank you lord...no matter how hard circumstances are...i'll give thanks in it